Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Power of Persuasion

As I've started to clean up certain aspects of my life and put things into perspective, I have this little voice that creeps into my head and tries to bring anger into whatever situation I find myself in. Angry words that try to creep out of my mouth, words that I have tried to forget, I find that I repeat myself over and over when I get angry, getting irritated at the slightest sound sometimes. I've learned to recognize this feeling through energy work and realize that it is Satan trying to get at me anyway he can. I don't think we realize the way he works. I think it is downplayed. He tempts us with food, porn, sex, spending money where we shouldn't, feeling lazy, etc. Now I am not saying that it is always him, but he has learned to seep in where he can little by little, to find where our weaknesses are, he plays on our fears, and magnifies them. I remember being extremely sick for a few years, and feeling afraid to go outside, or go to the store. A social phobia some would call it. (I personally don't believe in these cliche names like bi polar, social phobia, etc, etc. These are names pharmaceutical companies have come up with to sell their drugs, they are labels.) I find that these feelings come back every so often as a way of holding me back from progressing. He loves more than anything to hold us back. I was recently taught to recognize these feelings, when negative thoughts or emotions come into my mind to say "Satan Get Thee Hence" with all the courage I can summon. Because we are more powerful than him, in the sense that we have a body, something that he squandered. We have free agency, something I think we let him take from us from time to time, and sometimes take from ourselves. Telling him off, that he is not going to mess with our family I have found works too. There is always a way back.
Here's to now....

6 comments:

  1. I think I need to print this off and read it on a regular basis. I think we all could benefit from becoming more aware of the adversary.

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  2. When this was pointed out to me, it totally changed the way I think.

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  3. I occasionally wonder how hard the devil has to work these days...

    As the human race becomes more and more "open minded" and "earth friendly conscious" we start failing to see the reason why we are here - to reach out and be the shining example reflecting the light of Him who has brought us to this world.

    We are instructed to be in this world and not of it. How many times do these worldly distractions overtake us before satan even has a chance to whisper his ominous half truths?

    Recently I have heard it put this way: Those who are led by grace and have the eternal protection of salvation are in a marriage with God. We have committed to love, honor and obey Him. We are to love no other before Him. He is a jealous spouse. If we are of the world we are cheating on God and damaging our marriage.

    Lately I have needed to examine my own life, and what I have found is quite disturbing. I have learned of my love affair with the world, which I know cannot take place around a jealous God.

    I think this is why the bible tells us to pray without ceasing. We cannot cheat on God when we are constantly in communication with him. Satan's whispers would be a lot harder to hear as well...

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  4. I just found your blog. Your one amazing girl! I agree 100% with this post. The sympoms of "bi-polar" and addiction are pretty much the same. What they are doing is treating the symptom "bi-polar" when we need to get to the root which usually is an addiction of some sort or in other words satin picking at our week spot. I love and appreciate your honesty. This blog will help so many people going through similar things. Your amazing!

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  5. Thanks for your input Alli! and for reading my blog. I agree, there is almost always a root cause, even if we don't see it.

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